Yahoo! Tapos na midterm! Grabe 5 subjects ang exam namin ngayon (History, Filipino, English, Soc Sci and Philosophy). After ng exam, sumakit yung ulo ko! 4 hours lang ang tulog ko ngayon! Kaya medyo antok pa ako. Sana lang pasado mga grades ko sa limang subjects na iyon. Dapat pupunta kami ng Rob para mag unwind at gumala kaso nagkatamaran na kaya hindi na kami natuloy.

Alam ko may problema ka. Bakit di mo sabihin sa akin? Malay mo baka makatulong ako diba? Nahihirapan ako pag nakikita kitang badtrip at malungot. Ayoko kasi na nahihirapan ka, kasi doble ang nararamdaman kong hirap. Naninibago ako sa iyo. Hindi na kita makausap ng maayos. Sana hayaan mo ako na tulungan ka...

What a DAY! Grabe tong araw na ito! Daming nangyari. Both good and bad! Doon muna sa good side of the story, birthday ni Eugene ngayon! Binigyan namin xia ng cd ng cueshe and binurn ko din xia ng cd ng hale. Medyo nalungkot lang ako kasi di namin siya kasama pero okei lang, at least he’s happy. Miss na kasi namin xia e!

Wala kaming history ngayon dahil pinapunta kami sa Ramon Magsaysay Bldg sa Roxas Blvd. Nanood kami doon ng documentary tungkol sa buhay ni Magsaysay. Masaya naman kasi walang history, nat sci and philo (hindi kami mag rereport! Hehehe!). Tapos mei libreng food pa! Habang nanonood kami ng documentary, may nasabi si maria sa akin tungkol sa isa naming kaibigan, napaisip ako saglit at narealize ko na tama siya. Medyo sumama lang ang loob ko, kasi parang sa mga pinapakita niyang actions, parang hindi namin siya naging kaibigan. Hindi kami galit, siguro tampo lang. Nung uwian na, nagkayayaan sa baywalk pero hindi kami sumama kasi we have to go back to PLM to get our things na iniwan namin sa locker saka isa pa badtrip na kami kaya nawalan na kami ng gana sumama. Pagkakuha naming ng gamit namin, siguro 7:00 pm na iyon, nagdecide kami na wag na muna umuwi kasi maaga pa naman, e ang normal na uwian naming ay 8:30. Tambay muna kami sa shed. 7 lang kami doon (ako, yza, jam, divine, hazel, garvz, jaryd). Tinuloy namin yung mga naputol na usapan sa Magsaysay Bldg. After 45 minutes ng usapan, nagdecide kami na umuwi na.

Mga 10:00 pm, nagtext sa akin si throi, tinanong niya kung bakit daw di kami sumama, tapos sinabi ko na bumalik kami sa PLM para kunin yung gamit naming. Tinanong ko xia kung kumusta ang gala nila sa baywalk, sabi niya, pagdating daw doon, halos lahat nabadtrip. Good thing, hindi kami sumama kasi baka makadagdag pa kami dun sa mga badtrip. May mga uminom daw, pero san mig light lang naman. Tapos biglang nagtext si Eugene. Nabasa na daw niya yung sulat na binigay naming sa kanya. Medyo naiyak lang ako sa sinabi niya na, “he will always be a dose.”

Hmmm… I’m really tired right now. I just came from the 3^rd manila marathon. All freshmen were forced to go there, because as they said, it’s a special activity for the ROTC members. The assembly was 5:00 am but the marathon started at around 6:00 am. We ran for only 3 kms. and it only took us for around 45 minutes to complete the track. All of us thought that, we can go home already, but to our surprise, Sir Del Fierro, a ROTC officer, announced that there will be a training! Oh my! Are you nuts?! We’re all exhausted and haggard, and you’re going to ask us to go back to PLM to have a traning? Are you out of your mind? But, as usual, we can’t do anything about it, we have to obey orders for us to have a flat 1. So we decided to just walk back to PLM because it’s just a few steps away. But before, we went back, we first bought a glass of “taho” for the price of P10 (quite expensive huh!).

Walk… walk… walk… at last we arrived at PLM. We bought something to drink and went to the stage, popularly known as “Tanghalang Bayan.” Then, Divine, shared a story about her “disastrous night” in Bluementritt. She almost curse her neighbors because of the shoot out that happened in front of their house.

Then, we heard the officers, call the platoons for formation. Good thing, we, the special units, were only asked to go to the auditorium to watch the speech contest. Thank God, at last we could take a rest!

We were dismissed early, and that’s another thing that I should really thank God for. But before we went home, 5 of the dose members (me, maria, jlo, garvin, jarryd) ate at mcdo. We talked about some observations, first impressions among the members of the dose, and of course about Eugene.

Ok, its already 4:00pm, 1 hour to go and Lianne will celebrate her debut! Happy birthday friend! Have to go! Bye!

Masasabi ko na bang mahal ko na siya? Siguro sa ngaun, I’m in the stage na I’m falling for him. Masarap isipin na magmamahal ulit ako after 2 years. Tumibok ulit ang puso kong ang tagal natulog. Pero bakit ganun, kung kailan nagising na ang puso ko at handa ng magmahal, tsaka ko naman nalaman na masasaktan lang din pala ulit ito. Hindi ko ginusto na mahulog ako sa kanya, gusto ko na ngang pigilan ang nararamdaman ko, pero hindi ko kaya. Ayaw ko na masaktan! Tama na! Sawa na ko!

Bakit ba ang sakit magmahal? Talaga bang kadugtong na ng salitang ito ang sakripisyo at paghihirap? Bakit kasi kailangan pang magmahal? >> mga tanong na ang hirap sagutin…

Whew! At last, I already finished my report! I was nervous because it was not just an ordinary report, it’s a graded report. The best group will receive a grade of 100 while the not so best group will receive a failing grade of 70 (is it fair? I think not!). Good thing, Ms. Hernandez liked our report so our group received 100.

Because of the 3-hour break, we decided to go to Rob to celebrate our first monthsary as a tropa. Wushuu! HAPPY 1^st MONTHSARY guys, hope to keep a lasting friendship with you guys!